Tuesday, August 26, 2008
HAPPY ONE YEAR TO US!!
-Thanks for loving me for who I am--
Within one year,
If I look back, recalling my memories,
Our shared time together, how sweet..
But there's time, when it's bitter-sweet.
Like the time when we fought,
Or when we doubt each other,
Or whenever you're not there by my side to support me.
But then you look at it again,
There's happiness too, you see?
Even your smile,
The slightest one,
Yeah, they bring happiness to me.
All I can think in this moment,
Is how happy, how bright my life is with you.
And how dark, sad my life is without you.
You know my feelings,
Don't go and leave me alone.
Your warm embrace, against mine,
Your lingering scent in my head,
Your eyes, locked on mine,
Your lips, pressed against mine.
Yeah, I love you so.
Words won't be enough to describe,
Nothing will be enough to describe my love for you, my dear.
..So let me crawl into your arms,
And taste your lips, as I feel your dear embrace...
Breathe into me, for my life is there upon thee.
LOVE YOU
~
SERI
red is for telling lies, 12:00 PM.
EXACTLY one year ago, while she was drunk. Not remebering any slightest shit. i popped up the question. She kissed me on my lips and said yes. How punkrock is that. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Believe it or not yes we have already reach our 1 yr mark. What a ride it had been.
It was lyke a effin sweet dissaster. U can juz put every SBR song in one and there u have it. The girl of my dreams. The smile on my lips. The taste on my tounge. The everything of everything.
Seri Sarah Diyannah.
To you:
Darling I want to make the word "love" newcause it's been said so many timesAnd I don't want to use that old pick up lineAnd oft' I try to find the words to use but none capture the way I feelWhen I gaze at your smile it seems like I'm out flying a sunset skylineYou've stolen my eyes, I stare at what I can't describe.
Ure like a rainbow in my mind, like when the daylight starts to die. Just like a landscape catching rain or like a snow glazed mountain face Like Charlie Chaplain, like clapping one hand,my love can not be heard And all those love songs, they come out all wrong cause there's just no such word, my Seri
~~
Aishorey
THK
red is for telling lies, 4:30 AM.
Monday, August 25, 2008
ok i'm bit late here..it's 25th august!!!..okay maybe im going to rewind back time..to to 25th August 2007.. Actually he remembered most of it unlike me..haha..tak guna.. I don't even remebered what i wore on that day and suprisingly he did,apalagi nak ingat ape die pakai kan..wahah..
what we did on that day..errmmm oh celebrating babe's bdae(one of aish best friend) at zouk. everyone thought we were couple all along..but NO!~ HAHA.. i recalled when awanis asked "you guys attached already izit" and without hesitating i say it with a BIG NO!..hahah..and i didnt know he was shocked..haha.. betol ape bukan matair what...ish..so it actually happened at timberlux..it's actually behind zouk where we chill before going in...so i guess i wont describe in details how we get together...coz it's effin funny!..hhaa..
so us being together is so much fun..coz all we like to do is EAT!.. and i have this expensive mouth tasting bud..haha! wth. i cant wait for dinner tmr! dory fish? fish n chips? what else we can ask for..yummy!
what we did on that day..errmmm oh celebrating babe's bdae(one of aish best friend) at zouk. everyone thought we were couple all along..but NO!~ HAHA.. i recalled when awanis asked "you guys attached already izit" and without hesitating i say it with a BIG NO!..hahah..and i didnt know he was shocked..haha.. betol ape bukan matair what...ish..so it actually happened at timberlux..it's actually behind zouk where we chill before going in...so i guess i wont describe in details how we get together...coz it's effin funny!..hhaa..
so us being together is so much fun..coz all we like to do is EAT!.. and i have this expensive mouth tasting bud..haha! wth. i cant wait for dinner tmr! dory fish? fish n chips? what else we can ask for..yummy!
~7 hours to go~
~
seri
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seri
red is for telling lies, 4:54 PM.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
if you read this.
i.miss.you.
On a brighter note im so in love with this.
i smell september..actually i was bored in lab n browse all the nice shoe winks
hehe;X
it's okay about the watch
haha..
just kidding
~
seri
red is for telling lies, 10:10 AM.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
i have been missing alot of post.the worst thing is i don't quite remember what i did last weekend haha. hmm. oh well i will just rant randomly.. 6moredaystooneyearold...so YEAY! i didnt even remember that when i was talking to aish yst abt when he gona fetch me from school and he said tuesday la.. but i was like why tuesday seh.. oh okay anniversary.. dumb.
oh ya after few minutes of squeezing my head..ahha went to homeclub last sat. boring day of all..haha..instead of dancing,it's a photo-taking session inside..haha
let the pictures do the talking
okay there's more picture actually. But i'm unable to upload from my hp to my school pc due to a virus. oh ya after ranting for so much.i forget about our swensen supper! haha upload the pic tmr aite.
must i wait till sat then i can meet you.bored bored..
ok people a newhairstyle is calling me..haha!
~6moredays~
oh ya after few minutes of squeezing my head..ahha went to homeclub last sat. boring day of all..haha..instead of dancing,it's a photo-taking session inside..haha
let the pictures do the talking
okay there's more picture actually. But i'm unable to upload from my hp to my school pc due to a virus. oh ya after ranting for so much.i forget about our swensen supper! haha upload the pic tmr aite.
must i wait till sat then i can meet you.bored bored..
ok people a newhairstyle is calling me..haha!
~6moredays~
red is for telling lies, 11:56 AM.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Misunderstanding
small tiff
quarrel...
just throw that aside.
Yerp like u said human-being made mistake and don't realize it straight away. Some of them needs time to sit and think. Not realizing what people said when their mad. Nonetheless she knows she's at the wrong for throwing all the factual bullshitting now and then.
maybe she loves to prolong the arguement without realizing it.
or maybe she's too tired..
plain dumb..
she says sorry to hurt your feelings,she didn't mean too.
Hopefully you accept her apology.
~
seri
small tiff
quarrel...
just throw that aside.
Yerp like u said human-being made mistake and don't realize it straight away. Some of them needs time to sit and think. Not realizing what people said when their mad. Nonetheless she knows she's at the wrong for throwing all the factual bullshitting now and then.
maybe she loves to prolong the arguement without realizing it.
or maybe she's too tired..
plain dumb..
she says sorry to hurt your feelings,she didn't mean too.
Hopefully you accept her apology.
~
seri
Aside from that,i woke up late for school and feeling so lethargic but still drag myself to school.sheesh. The thoughts of going work later is a drag too. gosh=x Projects is still hanging and we have a week to go for PR2. i need a break!!
i need the rocky rock walnut again!
i need the rocky rock walnut again!
red is for telling lies, 11:00 AM.
Have u ever felt like everyone is better than u. u feel so small . so helpless. Even the closest fucking person to u keep bugging. Talking about factfull bullshit that u wont wanna hear. Its like for example, ur cousin is so clever that even ur own mom would say "how i wish i got a son like him". Do u know how sucky it is? The first thing that wuld cme to mind is "FUCK U!" .
Yeah some ppl might say "Then do something abt it!" .But if u r born in a way that ure so fucking stubborn. You know where u stand is where u live. What u ripped is wat u sew. Then be my friend. Cause people lyke us just love to stand up for our right.
U can b so selfish for not knowing, not even having a tiny bit of fucking decency to care that everyone arnd have feelings juz lyke u.
It is bcoz u have already accomplish everything in life. Or are u juz plain dumb.
I dun have licence to neither car nor bike. Im still happy.
Cause tiz is my life. My own story. Only god can change it.
IM PROUD TO BE & IM PROUD TO THEE
LIVING LIFE LIKE AN ANARCHY
~
aish
THK
Yeah some ppl might say "Then do something abt it!" .But if u r born in a way that ure so fucking stubborn. You know where u stand is where u live. What u ripped is wat u sew. Then be my friend. Cause people lyke us just love to stand up for our right.
U can b so selfish for not knowing, not even having a tiny bit of fucking decency to care that everyone arnd have feelings juz lyke u.
It is bcoz u have already accomplish everything in life. Or are u juz plain dumb.
I dun have licence to neither car nor bike. Im still happy.
Cause tiz is my life. My own story. Only god can change it.
IM PROUD TO BE & IM PROUD TO THEE
LIVING LIFE LIKE AN ANARCHY
~
aish
THK
red is for telling lies, 2:41 AM.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
i know you need attention but please not now,not on my make-up table.It's 6.30am and i need to fix my hair, my lens..etc..urg..sometimes looking at your cute innocent face(right!) changes my mood to scold.. haha.
nvm she feels a few drops of my saline,some spray of my perfume,deodorants..so next time sit somewhere else..
Was way to early for school and thought a visit to jellybean for the peanut pancake but whoosh it's not ready yet=((
anw rebond or curl?
nonetheless i miss you gemok!!
do you think friday is way too long??
=))
~
seri
red is for telling lies, 10:55 AM.
Monday, August 11, 2008
I was just busy browsing for online shopping,and yes aish found me one link that is super duper great..i was suppose to be finding for him any nice shopping spree online BUT instead i shop for mine..But no worries am still finding for your site..
anyhoo. how's this?
still browsing for more..hehe..
2 weeks to wait for the shipping..
Okay on another note,i cant wait for dinner at MANHATTEN for our 1st year=))
chocs at cwp later? hehe
Msn me for ur shopping spree links aite.got it for you.
~
Seri
anyhoo. how's this?
still browsing for more..hehe..
2 weeks to wait for the shipping..
Okay on another note,i cant wait for dinner at MANHATTEN for our 1st year=))
chocs at cwp later? hehe
Msn me for ur shopping spree links aite.got it for you.
~
Seri
red is for telling lies, 2:01 PM.
"Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife"
~
Bert Mcracken
Exactly how i feel inside. It is sometime so pain but yet so nyce.
~
Aishorey
THK
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife"
~
Bert Mcracken
Exactly how i feel inside. It is sometime so pain but yet so nyce.
~
Aishorey
THK
red is for telling lies, 9:21 AM.
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
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I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you I had in you
To late, I'm sure and lonely another night, another dream wasted on you .... ....
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This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same
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I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening ,And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
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Forever could see US not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark And I'd give my heart as an offering an offering
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Remember this song?
Suicide bridge?
just the two of us on our first date...
so yea.
red is for telling lies, 11:26 AM.
Monday, August 4, 2008
monday blues again.urg. my body starts to be very itchy.maybe due to the tanning oil? or izzit because of this silver necklace im wearing..itchy itchy!
As usual,back to our projects.it's not working.Maybe it can be working,we just need to put in more efforts.4 more weeks to go girls.haiz.Now im starting to work weekdays,i dunno how am i suppose to cope but i have to..need more cash.It will definately be a tiring day for me.Both today and tmr. WORK! urg.
so aish i will only meet you on wednesday i guess.=( && i cant wait for the weekends..hehe.. oh ya happy belated birthday again mama aish..haha...may u bless with good health ya.
back to projects now.
As usual,back to our projects.it's not working.Maybe it can be working,we just need to put in more efforts.4 more weeks to go girls.haiz.Now im starting to work weekdays,i dunno how am i suppose to cope but i have to..need more cash.It will definately be a tiring day for me.Both today and tmr. WORK! urg.
so aish i will only meet you on wednesday i guess.=( && i cant wait for the weekends..hehe.. oh ya happy belated birthday again mama aish..haha...may u bless with good health ya.
back to projects now.
-seri
red is for telling lies, 3:42 PM.
over the weekend.
finally sentosa.
countless days,weeks and months.Finally it's not raining.=))
The reason because,the moment i tell aish i wanted to go,and it will definately rain..but not this time..weeee!
We were out at the sun for only an hour and i turn red so fast..shucks.. oh ya i was suppose to bring sandwiches but i woke up late and end up forgetting doin it..haha..
finally sentosa.
countless days,weeks and months.Finally it's not raining.=))
The reason because,the moment i tell aish i wanted to go,and it will definately rain..but not this time..weeee!
We were out at the sun for only an hour and i turn red so fast..shucks.. oh ya i was suppose to bring sandwiches but i woke up late and end up forgetting doin it..haha..
Supposedly will be meeting the girls at town,but instead they went down to sentosa. Sweet.=))
Sorry aish u're the only thorns there.its been ages i meet the 2 girls..
After that we head down to town,oh ya izzah just bought a new brand car..errmm mazda..ermm.i forget..haha..fun ride though!.
Had dinner and as usual chill at starbucks and continue our stories which i guess we cant finish talking for the day.. we even forget to take some pictures of us girls. ;x
p.s. meet up again yerp girls.=)
-seri
-seri
red is for telling lies, 12:14 PM.
Friday, August 1, 2008
hey people,me and fareez just started this new blog of ours..
so just link us up yea..will update soon..
=)
-seri
so just link us up yea..will update soon..
=)
-seri
red is for telling lies, 3:10 PM.
